Sunday, January 30, 2005

A blog created by him..

Well..1st n foremost..thanks alot to dearie for creating dis blog for me..guess dis is juz a temporary layout till i can search for a betta one..ive bn wanting to share wats my inner feelings for quite sometym..the blog which me n dearie used to have is being abandoned now..dearie said we shd get back to the old way meaning getting us a diary..so o well..i told dearie i wanted a personal online blog of my own..so he created n here it is.. :)
Lately ive bn feeling stress & restless..its skool i guess..im left abt 5 mths b4 i graduate..assignments & projects is piling up..argh..but im trying to be calm to overcome the pressure..haiz..im hoping everything goes well till the day i graduate..n yea abt attending assembly..how am i suppose to attend if i stay so far away? dearie said not to bother abt assembly as i hav reasons y i cant make it..as my parents are away on pilgrimage..dere's no way i can attend the assembly witout my dad esp..haiz..guess i hav to wake up real early juz to attend them..it can be either i can make it or i cant..blergh! well 2ndly dats bn running thru my mind is him..yes..my dearie..lately he's bn having so called "bad lucks"..haiz..im clueless myself..everytym we had a bad patch..something bad happens to him..im not predicting but juz curious..recently he lost his wallet..n the sore of his shoulder..which was pretty bad..i shall not disclose abt wat happened..thinking abt wats happening to him can bring tears to my eyes..it really does..haiz..yes..im deeply in love wit him n im hoping he wld stay wit me foreva.. he's juz dis someone special whom i cant really describe..juz really2 thankful to God for leading my path to dis special guy whom im in love with currently.. p:s I love you honey.. hope the bad things dat happened are juz challenges dat u hav to face thru.. guess dats it for the 1st post..till den..