did hsechores 2dae..as usual..nothing interesting dat happened..
the journey:
Focus 1: -FAMILY-
we are fine actually..except dat sumtyms i juz get irritated by my bro..im clueless myself dat till now i cant get along wit him..but wateva..juz living in my own little world.. :) i wonder how am i gonna juggle between skool n the hsechores dat are needed to be done wen im starting skool..haish~
Focus 2: -FRIENDS-
well..my frens are nice people..my buddies and all..it makes me happy wen im around dem..they are the ones who lighthens up my life..but im missing dem..miss the tyms we had..pri..sec..n now ill b missing my ITE frens..haish..but wateva it is i hope our frenship stays till no end..i love these people.. <3
Focus 3: -LOVE-
yes..im in a relationship currently..its bn fine so far..but random arguements occurs..but dat is part n parcel of it..
Thoughts: i wonder y do the past remains is still in their minds whereas u are living in the present..if ur predicting history might repeat itself..dat is juz so wrong..ur implying dat he/she might do it again wit you..dat is juz so sad..whereas he/she is so deeply in love wit you..does the things he/she did for you wasnt enough to prove how much he/she means to you? its juz hurting knowing ur own bf/gf said dat to you..
alrite its not about loyalty or sincererity..but how u've bn judging ur bf/gf all dis while ur wit him/her. its alrite to feel insecure but u don hav to say abt the past coz ur juz scared of losing him/her..n damn rite ur not losing him/her..if u noe how much he/she means to you..
Hope: hope u erase abt the thoughts u had of me..coz i only love the ones i truly do..i bet u noe..things will be diff but i hope uve realised abt wat u say..
n yes i still do love you no matter what..
Focus 4: -ME-
bn pretty fine..but im hurt internally..but i juz kept deep inside me..but im sure ill be fine again..the tears was a relieved..but it hurts..its juz a shocked to see the unexpected frm the one u love.. smile for me.. :)
i wanna find a part-tym job..hopefully i will soon..
bet i brag too much on dis entry..if u tink its ridiculous juz shut up n close dis page..
its bn a long entry..gdbye~