my wkends are spent at hm..i feel lazy and ive bn slping to occupy tym..im such a lazyass..bleargh! assignments to be done..ive bn lyk repeating it everytym i blog..haish..i hate it wen im lazy..i will become restless and gets agitated easily..n so the bf will become my victim..ive not bn a gd gf recently..at such i gave him a cold shoulder and the "malas nak layan" attitude..im clueless myself abt y i acted dat way..but i noe deep inside me i still love him..always..the bf has always bn patient wit me and tolerating all my nonsense..eventho i hurt him or tell things dat pierce his heart..he still loves me lyk he always do..n dat really shows he really loves me deep..ya i noe im a mean gf..haish..i tried to be normal but its lyk an on & off thing..argh! its so frustrating!i juz wanna apologise to him abt yest n 2dae..
p:s d i don mean to hurt you intentionally..i don wanna make u hurt anymore..im truly sorry for my behaviour 2wards you..i love u and will always will..